Kyle Busch’s widow makes painful admission as she speaks publicly for first time since NASCAR legend’s death

Samantha Busch, the widow of NASCAR legend Kyle Busch, spoke in public for the first time this week after her late husband tragically died three months ago. Samantha, 40, gave a speech at the Carlos Rodon Foundation’s Third Annual Willow Gala, hosted by New York Yankees star Carlos Rodon and his wife Ashley in support of couples struggling with infertility. Busch’s grieving widow was recognized for her efforts to support in vitro fertilization treatments, receiving the Seeds of Hope Award in New York City, according to People. She honored her late husband, with whom she welcomed their two children through IVF, in an emotional address, saying that his death was ‘the greatest heartbreak of my life.”If I’m being truthful, there are still so many things I don’t understand and so many times I wish God’s plan looked different than it does,’ Samantha said. ‘Caring for the things that Kyle and I built together can feel incredibly heavy because he should still be here doing it beside me. But I also know that the same God who carried us through infertility is still carrying me now,’ she added.  Samantha Busch spoke in public for the first time since her husband Kyle Busch’s death  Busch, two-time Cup Series champion, died suddenly at the age of 41 in MaySamantha was honored at the gala, which raised over $1 million for couples navigating the emotional and financial strain of infertility and pregnancy loss, for her and Kyle’s foundation, The Bundle of Joy Fund. The couple set up the fund in 2015 to provide monetary grants for in-need couples struggling with infertility, along with the costs associated with IVF treatment.Samantha said that the foundation ‘gives me a piece of Kyle to hold onto as I keep moving forward’ following her tragic loss. ‘Every grant we give, every positive pregnancy test, every heartbeat, every baby placed into the arms of parents who wondered if that moment would ever come, Kyle is still a part of that,’ she added. ‘Thank you so much for honoring Kyle tonight. I pray that in his honor we can give more couples a chance to experience the greatest gift Kyle and I were ever given: The chance to become mom and dad.’Busch, a two-time Cup Series champion, died suddenly at the age of 41 in May after suffering from ‘severe pneumonia that progressed into sepsis.’ He is survived by Samantha, and their two children, son Brexton, 11, and daughter Lennix, four. The couple welcomed both of their children through in vitro fertilization after struggling to get pregnant and several miscarriages.  Samantha received the Seeds of Hope Award at the Carlos Rodon Foundation’s Third Annual Willow Gala, hosted by New York Yankees star Carlos Rodon and his wife Ashley Kyle and Samantha welcomed both their children, Brexton, 11, and Lennix, four, through IVF Busch won over 20 races at Bristol Motor Speedway during his incredible NASCAR careerFollowing his death, a chilling clip resurfaced showing Samantha previously revealing that she would have the NASCAR legend’s baby if he died has resurfaced.During an episode of her podcast Certified Oversharer, which aired six months before her husband’s passing, a haunting clip shows Samantha saying she told Busch she would have another child to ensure there was a ‘connection’ to him if he died.Samantha told author Ashley George, her guest that day: ‘Here’s something I’ve never told anybody. I’m a certified over-sharer. So a lot of people ask me what we have done with our embryos because we still have some.’I can’t part with them. We are paying to freeze them until… they’re going to have to come with me. I don’t know what else to do at this point because I love them so much and can’t make a decision.’Kyle was like, “We’re done having kids” and I said, “But what if?” I told him the most morbid story the other day. I was like, “What if you passed? I would have to have another kid to be connected to you and name that child after you”.’He was like, “What is wrong with you?” and I was like, “These are the things I think about Kyle.” I love being a mom and I have never told anybody that until I told you.’Their efforts around IVF treatment saw Donald Trump invite Samantha to the White House last year to discuss the President’s efforts to lower the cost of treatments.Trump praised Busch as a ‘true talent’ as he addressed the driver’s death. Samantha Busch and kids Brexton and Lennix appeared at the Coke 600 days after his death Samantha broke down in tears alongside son Brexton in a powerful and heartbreaking scene’The LEGENDARY NASCAR Driver Kyle Busch tragically and unexpectedly passed away yesterday,’ the president began in a post shared to Truth Social on Friday.’He was a true talent who loved NASCAR and its fans. Kyle was a WINNER! He was a two time Cup Champion, and holds the All Time Record for WINS in NASCAR’s Top Three series, and even won another just last weekend.Kyle’s wife, Samantha, and their two beautiful children are in our thoughts and prayers. Samantha was at the White House in October, for IVF. She truly loved Kyle!’He added: ‘Rest in Peace Kyle Busch. You will always be a LEGEND!’