Britney Spears revealed feeling ‘bitter’ over her 13-year-long conservatorship and recalled how she only got to hold her first $1 bill five years ago.The Toxic hitmaker, 44, stripped down to her lingerie in a new Instagram clip and lashed out at her parents, Jamie and Lynne Spears, and critics who branded her ‘crazy’ in a lengthy caption.The singer detailed how despite working seven days a week for 15 years, she was ‘never even able to fly somewhere just to meet a friend.’ The superstar – who recently shared a rare photo with her two sons – added that she felt ‘victimized’ because her creativity and unique way of processing the world were suppressed.Spears started her caption writing that she was ‘a sweet, innocent girl who used to be famous and believed everything she was told.’ ‘He said the sky is yellow…so it must be yellow today….Hmmmmmm. When my name rises to the occasion, and why, damn, that’s when people take over, like my mamma and daddy did for 15 years but dying and becoming an angel was not the part I felt victimized in…It was my intelligence, in my mind, in how broad and differently I used to think,’ she wrote. Britney Spears, 44, revealed feeling ‘bitter’ over her 13-year-long conservatorship and recalled how she only got to hold her first $1 bill five years ago in a new Instagram post’They say the crazy ones are usually the best…I will admit it, I wasn’t crazy I used to be f*****g literally insane, but the ironic part is there’s a madness and a constant rush of just sitting still with the way my heart used to work.”Yes, I’m bitter, all the hours, seconds, time, and secretly, subconsciously knowing my capabilities as a woman.”And never even able to fly somewhere just to meet a friend, as I worked seven days a week for 15 years,’ she went on. ‘And just five years ago, I was able to hold my first one-dollar bill…And people sit back and honestly say I’m the crazy one…Jesus f*****g Christ,’ she wrote.Spears said she remembered that trip because ‘it was when I got my first pair of high-heeled boots,’ adding, ‘I realized at 40 that men like black lingerie…No lie, it’s embarrassing.”I got this bra and adorable set from La Perla…and I had no idea of the power of new shoes.”All of a sudden, my body shrunk four sizes I felt like an elf, and my mind rocketed up like I was six years old again…I’m a 6½ in shoes…I’ve traveled the past six years alone, besides one trip with a friend…15 times a year, with two weeks on each trip that’s a lot of alone time, and I started to wonder, is that healthy.’ ‘Then I woke up this morning and said, I’m gonna stop questioning myself and let my own legs and spirit be my guide,’ she went on. The Toxic hitmaker stripped down to her lingerie and lashed out at her parents and critics who branded her ‘crazy’ in a lengthy caption accompanying the post The singer detailed how despite working seven days a week for 15 years she was ‘never even able to fly somewhere just to meet a friend’ The superstar added that she felt ‘victimized’ because her creativity and unique way of processing the world were suppressed’Maybe there is a God….Maybe He wants to be selfish with me, and He likes me alone, and that’s when it clicked…I need a new pair of shoes.’ The clip saw Spears showing off her lace lingerie and black leather boots. In another post on Sunday, Spears shared a photo of a bearded man with the caption, ‘Santa Claus has become my best friend… I speak to him in heaven almost everyday… He said I was right about needing more clothes!!’She also shared a black and white photo of a woman in high heels stepping on a man’s hand, with the caption, ‘I’m extremely fragile… so so sorry!!!’ Spears was famously placed under court-ordered conservatorship in February 2008 after a series of public mental health crises, hospitalizations and intense media scrutiny. The conservatorship came to an end in 2021 after nearly 14 years.Her father, who was the primary conservator for most of her conservatorship, insisted his control of the star’s finances, career and personal liberties was to protect her wellbeing, yet his daughter previously claimed it was ‘abusive.’Spears has had a contentious relationship with her family members for years following the end of her conservatorship in November 2021.The pop star has faced very public personal struggles for nearly two decades. In 2007, the star famously suffered a harrowing breakdown after exhibiting worrying behavior in the months leading up to her infamous psychiatric hold. Spears’s controversial conservatorship came to an end in 2021 after nearly 14 years. Above, performing in Las Vegas in 2018 Her father insisted his control of the star’s finances, career and personal liberties was to protect her wellbeing, yet his daughter previously claimed it was ‘abusive.’ Pictured with her father, brother Bryan and mom LynneJoin the discussionHow should Britney Spears’ family be held accountable for her years under conservatorship?What’s your view?The then 25-year-old had fans concerned after she shaved her head and attacked a paparazzo’s car with a green umbrella, before she checked into a rehab facility.In January 2008, she was put under lockdown at a facility after refusing to hand over her young son to ex Kevin Federline. She shares sons Sean Preston, 21, and Jayden, 20, with Federline.Her father Jamie was initially a co-conservator after the conservatorship arrangement started in 2008, with the attorney Andrew Wallet serving alongside him until 2019.More recently, the singer was arrested in the evening of March 4 near her home in Ventura County, California, after police received an anonymous call about someone ‘traveling at high speeds and swerving’ on the road.Spears pleaded guilty to reckless driving in connection with the incident and was sentenced to 12 months’ probation and one day of jail, credited as time served, as part of her plea deal.She was also fined $571 and ordered to see a psychologist weekly and a psychiatrist twice a month. She checked into a rehab facility for three weeks following the arrest.